Thursday, November 11, 2010

More PoF... this time not about my ex, but about my feelings towards people's expectations of me...

I'm owned and I'm branded
I'm marked and I'm caged
I'm kept, I am bottled
But watch as I rage
You think I'll sit quietly?
You think I'll submit?
You think me obedient?
-Not even a bit
For my pride, it is stronger
My stubbornness, steal
My anger, a thunder
That all heaven can feel
I breathe and I wait
My mind knows what's true
And with my every breath
Know I defy you.

About Poems On Fire

I just wrote my first poem last week.
In class. (who said school takes away your imagination?)

Here it goes:

Dots
or
Drawing a Life

Fleeting in the back of my mind
Regret, forget forsaken time
Spent making plans to follow through
For this old soul has things to do.

Lives and dreams of drawing dot to dot
To later bind up on the plot
And drawing, the lifeline to displays
What’s been done through all my days.

I look at all of them and grin
At all the places they have been
And want to finish mine so fast
But can’t remember my own past.

Lives and life time's have passed this way
stippling in fevered haze
Just waiting for my pen to die
And finish this whole plot of mine.

So now, this plot looks finalized
And so I think to draw the lines
But horror comes as I prospect…
None of my small dots connect.

Poems On Fire

I don't miss you
I know that it's true
I don't need you
I think that we're through
I don't miss your voice
And I don't miss you smile
I don't miss your heat
In fact, it's all vile
I don't miss your hands
I don't miss your touch
I don't miss your kisses
Well… I don't miss them much
I don't have a need
I don't have a hole
My heart isn't hollow
Turned from fire to coal
This house isn't empty
A cold, lonely place
And I don't find where you were
Is a vast, empty space